Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Week 25

I'm in a really pissed off mood right now. Faggot ass Lt. at the jail gave me 5 days locked down when I thought it'd be just 3. Fuckin' last week a guy got caught with 3 razor blades in his cell and got 3 days. Other guys get in fights and only get 3 days. Bullshit! 4 of us stayed out a couple minutes extra talking when we were supposed to lock it down, and of course, only I got punished. And I know why just me and why 5 days. That old Polish man that the cops beat the shit out of is filing an official complaint with Internal Affairs and the Lt's and Sgt's keep asking him, "Who helped you write the complaint?" They just figured out it was me so they're punishing me. Well fuck them! Cuz that old man is gonna be able to sue the fuck out of this lame jail, in this lame state, in this lame ass country. Then to top it off, I get an e-mail from my wife bitching at me for getting in trouble and trying to give me a guilt trip. WTF!? She doesn't even know any details! That type of shit doesn't fly with me. I just wrote her a mean letter in response and I hate being mean to her cuz I love her and she's a good wife, but the last thing I need is a guilt trip about shit that I don't deserve. And it's been like 55 hours since I've had a fucking shower cuz these mother fuckers won't let me and I'm PISSED! When I sit down to take a shit my fucking nuts smell worse than my ass! LMAO! Merry Fucking Christmas! Lovely AMerica where you get punished for helping a 70 year old man who was brutalized by bully fucking cops. You know, it really sucks for the nice cops cuz all these other pricks, and the fucked up system, give them a bad name.

So it's Christmas day and I'm laying in my bunk wondering "Why in the hell do American men get married!?" As I write this, there is one guy in here for slapping his wife, one here for yelling at his wife, and one here for beating some guy's ass that disrespected his wife. WTF!? If your wife is being a bitch you can't slap her, if your wife is yelling at you, God forbid you yell back, and if some asshole hurts your wife, you can not protect her! LMFAO! What in the FUCK! is REALLY going on!? Next thing you know it will be illegal to fuck your wife! LMAO! Maybe then, MEN in this country will get the fucking hint and MOVE! This country forces you to be a bitch! And then if you resist, you go to jail! And if you give in and become a passive lil' pansy, your wife is gonna sneak around and get fucked by someone like a single War Machine! HAHA! And believe me, in my day, I have fucked more than one wife who complained about being "sick and tired of wearing the pants in the family." What a fucking country! De-masculated men left and right, mere sheep for the cowards in political offices to boss around and PLAY tough with. A country that preaches "Violence solves nothing" to it's masses, but is eager to run off to war with ANY and EVERY country, who refuses it's verbal bullying.

Encoded in, "All political negotiations and peace talks have fell on deaf ears, so we will now commence a military campaign," is "they wouldn't cower to our verbal threats (to do what we want) so now we're gonna fuck them up, as once again violence is the only REAL answer to any problem." And ANY one who reads this and preaches against this is just fucking WEAK and a COWARD and you hide behind your words, for only one reason:  words always have been, and always will be, your ONLY option. But when you were a lil' boy... and even now in your dreams at night... you're a bad-ass, a real tough guy... a cowboy, a gladiator, a fighter pilot, a Navy SEAL, a professional athlete. So why don't you swallow your shame and be a REAL man for once, and give the country back to REAL MEN and admit! I'm right! And DO SOMETHING to help us! This country has gone SO SOFT that it has left us helpless. The oppression of MEN is worse than oppression of Jews in Nazi germany, worse than the slavery of Blacks in early America... I'm not exaggerating either. Every Jew & every Black man, both in jail and those who have managed to avoid it, will attest to what I have just wrote. I have never written ANYTHING that I wanted to be read/heard more than what I wrote today on Christmas 2010. Fuck it. I got more to write!

There has always been the oppressor and always the oppressed. Before, it was blatant, easy to see, easier to defend. The Indians, the Chinese, the Blacks, the Jews.  NOW the oppressor has learned to disguise his evil. You can see man, but you can not see MEN. How easy it is to oppress a minority that is invisible to the eye! How genius of the oppressor! And what a better target too! Jews and Blacks are of no threat to government! They were oppressed because of a prejudice of what was different and of what they didn't understand. It served no real purpose and was therefore easier to extinguish. But MEN... Men challenge injustice from Government, MEN fight for their Constitutional rights, that are slowly being taken away every year. Those that are not MEN don't like it when we are around because we expose them for the posers that they are. REAL MEN do what's right and not what will line the pockets of the few in power... Now you can see why MEN have been chosen to oppress. And they don't just oppress us by making more laws and taking away more freedom, they are far more clever than that! Ask yourself what your REAL dream was?? If you gave up on this dream, why? Because of the brainwashing of the Government, that's why! They taught you to "play it safe." They told us a responsible man has ONE wife, a house, good credit, good job, and kids. How are you supposed to chase your dreams while maintaining all of that!?

Men are supposed to take risks and be aggressive! What accomplishments have ever come of a man scared to risk it all!? None!? Where would the world be? Still 'flat!' Still 'Earth at the center of the universe!' Where would Brad Pitt be!? He'd be nobody! When he was discovered he was like 26 years old, a waiter, and living out of his car! He wasn't playing it safe, he was risking it all! On his dream! Being a MAN is BALLS not brawn! So don't think you were too weak or small to be the MAN I'm talking about. So many of you ARE MEN but you got trapped by the oppressor. Every time you fight the urge to tell your wife "NO!" or you tell your son, "Don't punch the bully, go tell instead," YOU ARE LETTING THE OPPRESSOR WIN! Think on it. And here's a good book to read... It's a Christian book so it's a SUPER SOFT way of saying all that I said, but it should inspire you regardless. "Wild at Heart" by John Eldredge.
Jon Koppenhaver 10754342

P.S. Before people cry about me comparing the oppression of MEN to the Holocaust and slavery, let me illustrate a few things. The oppressor has learned from history that dead bodies attract too much attention to what's going on, or YES, there would be millions of dead MEN! They'd love that quick fix! In order to be elusive and to have longevity, the oppressor has learned to kill MEN while their bodies remain alive. And with your 'spirit extinguished' you're nothing but a fucking zombie, a shell of a man, waiting to die. And THAT is just as bad as death itself. The animals at the zoo are as good as dead just as we are, the MEN in America.